Jun 07, 2005 19:16
holy crap. it's 715 already! Where'd the day go? Gahd...I worked sooo much today and worked an hour and a half for free simply cuz I'm kind and generous. Ugh and there's still so much to do. I know what the women/mothers back in the olden days felt like havin all this sh*t to do...runrunrun nonostop all day everyday. I have to figure out suntin elaborate to cook for dinner which I should be already making but omg...i like just got home n settledish. and I already ate leftover Carrabba's. It was a lot better tonight than it was last night. I knew it would be though. I thought I was going to die. Everything hurt...my skin, my muscles, my limbs...and I was shivering..even though it wasn't cold...my skin was on fire and I didnt even get burnt yesterday. I thought mexicans would come but I was wrong. I couldnt sleep all night...tossed and turned..the bed felt like sh*t. I thought it wouldn't be that bad cuz it was "smaller" but the bed itself just...hurt. uncomfortable as crap. I warmed up though. Quickly. But then it was ruined cuz I just got extremely hot and theres no fan in my room and I felt too bad to get up or even think of what could make it cooler, so I just laid there...helpless and pissed off at the uncomfort of the bed.
i hope it works for you. hope he'll teach you all you need to know. He IS nice and sweet and cute like his sisters. heh. awe.
why do people treat different ppl differently even when they're in the same situation? I should be her...and she should be in MY position...maybe I'm just being selfish. stop it chelsey. it's not her fault. you'd do the same thing.
i want to go to a party..like a big effing party...and drink beer..not pussy beer tho.
Bean's turned me into a Beer Baby. heh..i wanna be crazy with ppl i dont know. right now. lets go.
this sucks. *that* sucks. what am i thinking? its not gonna happen. it'll just be another letdown... just like always. my favorite. F*ck ppl who let you down. F*ck them. I hate them. they can suck my white @$$!
cofffe maker wont shut up...
gay livejournal..
so i was told that I'm not "thoughtful". what the h*ll?! "What have you done that's nice lately?" Are you effing serious?
*not gonna go there*
anyways..wish you luck..we'll see what happens
let's play see how long you can sit on your hands before they go numb and you rub one out.
why do play these games with yourself. make up your f*cking mind. you say you dont wanna live a lie but WTF. *lafs* its not my business...i don't really care but test my forgiveness if you dare.