May 25, 2005 17:38
just a few words to everyone who reads my lj...not meant to be mean..simply making a statement. I have this thing to vent. It's what's in my head and since I don't have a journal I just type away on here. Is that so wrong? Isn't that what this is for? Some one told me once that I should write my thoughts down instead of just letting all the crap build up inside my head til an enormous volcanic eruption occurs inside me.
The stuff I write on here is like a GOOD scary movie...you think you can predict what's going on, but really you have no idea cuz suddenly it turns in some random as crap direction and you're back to square one at trying to figure out what's going on because there are parts that the script writer/movie director don't inform you on.
You may think you no but you have no idea.
No really.
I jump from thought to thought..usually hinted at by the separation in paragraphs...and they are usually not related to eachother in the least bit. Just because you think you know what I did that day doesn't mean you know what I'm talking about in my lj. What I write in here is actually meant to throw you off...like a scary movie as mentioned before.Don't try to figure it out. If I want to tell you what it means or what I'm thinking about, I will.
I write a lot of mean stuff on here usually, but that doesn't mean I hate you...or YOU in particular. Please don't take my entries the wrong way. I was going to stop writing in here cuz it always seems to cause trouble, but then I decided that I don't have to give up something just because of other peoples' actions. Instead...I wrote this entry.
So, if you read my lj and think you know what I'm talking about or think I hate you on here but then I'm nice to you in person, then you need to quit. I'm not about that. If I talk behind your back, I'll talk it right to your face. I don't hate anyone, so please...stop freaking out!!!
that is all..
P.S. I love my girlfriend. You know who you are.