Why is this my world?
So, how's this for an update:
Jidu turned out to be a total liar who doesn't even talk to me anymore. More years of friendship than I can count, and thats how it ends. It still makes me want to cry a little. The difference is now it just makes me want to cry, it no longer makes me actually cry. My bestfriend is gone. forever.
My roommate? Moving out in august, because his sister's fake parents are going to pay for a different apartment (a proper preppy one) and his schooling. There goes another friend to the void of no longer friends. He claims otherwise, I predict we'll lose contact when he starts partying in ernest with his new roommates. All heavy partiers.
It's okay though, my other close friend is moving in, almost definetly, so that'll be good. She understands the pet thing and won't cost me twice the norm in groceries.
However, probably going to lose her as a hang out buddy since she and roommate are pretty much dating now. Yeah, that's not strange at all.
But, three of my favorite authors all have new books out, so I have something to amuse myself with.
And I also have an interview (hurrah) on tuesday. God I hope I get it.
I want to quit my job more than ever.
So, the score?
Friends: 0
Job: .5
The Would-Be-Boyfriend: -43
Life: 483
Me: -42.5
That is, if I'm keeping score properly. And I like to think I am.
Jidu turned out to be a total liar who doesn't even talk to me anymore. More years of friendship than I can count, and thats how it ends. It still makes me want to cry a little. The difference is now it just makes me want to cry, it no longer makes me actually cry. My bestfriend is gone. forever.
My roommate? Moving out in august, because his sister's fake parents are going to pay for a different apartment (a proper preppy one) and his schooling. There goes another friend to the void of no longer friends. He claims otherwise, I predict we'll lose contact when he starts partying in ernest with his new roommates. All heavy partiers.
It's okay though, my other close friend is moving in, almost definetly, so that'll be good. She understands the pet thing and won't cost me twice the norm in groceries.
However, probably going to lose her as a hang out buddy since she and roommate are pretty much dating now. Yeah, that's not strange at all.
But, three of my favorite authors all have new books out, so I have something to amuse myself with.
And I also have an interview (hurrah) on tuesday. God I hope I get it.
I want to quit my job more than ever.
So, the score?
Friends: 0
Job: .5
The Would-Be-Boyfriend: -43
Life: 483
Me: -42.5
That is, if I'm keeping score properly. And I like to think I am.