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Christina, I love you so much and I hate that your mom is being so damn stupid. I wish I could do something. And don't feel bad about this morning. I just can't handle it anymore. And I was being selfish, b/c I knew...that..well , you know.
Mary I LOVE HER!!! We had a good conversation and we just chilled and talked and I really loved it a lot! We so should stasrt ahinging out more b/c we have sort of drifted apart. I love you .
Erica is such a cool girl. All there is to say she makes me smile!
Alison, you are so wonderful and I am so sorry what you are going through. I wish so so so so so much I could help in any way at all. Damn I am so sorry this happend. I love you. God's with you. Know it seems liek he has turned his back on all of the people who loved her, and didn't pay attention that she needed to stay, but hard to believe..I hate it...makes no sense, but it was done for a reason. Why though? Why do it? It sucks. I love you so much. Life will turn up. I hope I see your beautiful smile and happy attitude again. I love you.
Chloe, I will call you. I am going to wear your skirt, b/c I didn't bring any clothes with me, and you didn't get yours, so weary weary I shall.
I want so bad to help someone, but when I try, my words jumble. I used to be able to help people so easily and I loved that. I wish I could still find the words to help, but I can't seem to heal anyones pain. Why do I want to be everyones angel? Why must I thrive to make sure they smile when they really wish I would leave them alone and walk away. Wish the world was a better place, won't change until we all die. I always have the question...will the world be happy when it ends, or caotic...I think the chaos is during the event, for the non believers, but that peace will be with us. I am so scared that I won't find my loved ones up in Heaven...or that they won't find me. Life is precious, why I tried to end mine? I don't know. Nothing seemed worth it. I get to live, when I wanted to die, and she doesn't and she wanted to be alive. How can this be fair? Damn he works in scary ways. I am so scared of living. Yet the actuallity of death scares the pee out of me. Why am I so ignorant. I want you to love me.
-Chelsea
Mary I LOVE HER!!! We had a good conversation and we just chilled and talked and I really loved it a lot! We so should stasrt ahinging out more b/c we have sort of drifted apart. I love you .
Erica is such a cool girl. All there is to say she makes me smile!
Alison, you are so wonderful and I am so sorry what you are going through. I wish so so so so so much I could help in any way at all. Damn I am so sorry this happend. I love you. God's with you. Know it seems liek he has turned his back on all of the people who loved her, and didn't pay attention that she needed to stay, but hard to believe..I hate it...makes no sense, but it was done for a reason. Why though? Why do it? It sucks. I love you so much. Life will turn up. I hope I see your beautiful smile and happy attitude again. I love you.
Chloe, I will call you. I am going to wear your skirt, b/c I didn't bring any clothes with me, and you didn't get yours, so weary weary I shall.
I want so bad to help someone, but when I try, my words jumble. I used to be able to help people so easily and I loved that. I wish I could still find the words to help, but I can't seem to heal anyones pain. Why do I want to be everyones angel? Why must I thrive to make sure they smile when they really wish I would leave them alone and walk away. Wish the world was a better place, won't change until we all die. I always have the question...will the world be happy when it ends, or caotic...I think the chaos is during the event, for the non believers, but that peace will be with us. I am so scared that I won't find my loved ones up in Heaven...or that they won't find me. Life is precious, why I tried to end mine? I don't know. Nothing seemed worth it. I get to live, when I wanted to die, and she doesn't and she wanted to be alive. How can this be fair? Damn he works in scary ways. I am so scared of living. Yet the actuallity of death scares the pee out of me. Why am I so ignorant. I want you to love me.
-Chelsea