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Things are blah. I haevn't felt this sad in a while. I am just so damn stressed over everything, and I am lonely. And when this one thing gets up...it suddenly falls down.
They call me a bitch
They say I am not right
They say I make them feel sad
They think I am so happy
They think I steal
But they don't understand how I really feel.
I cry on the inside
and smile on the out
B/c no one can understand me
b/c he will never want me
it's b/c he is better than I can ever be
no one can understand
Why can't I be as happy as I was then? I used to be so damn happy...didn't care who thought what of me. Didn't really know who I was much, but I did. And I wasn't concerned on what I needed to be. No one though lowly of me b/c I wouldn't give them the time of day if they did, but then again no one thought highly of me b/c I would cling to them for giving me th time of day. Things have changed and stayed...I sitll cling to people who might know what I am going through..or might just hold me.
Please if you think I am clinging...understand why.
-Chelsea
They call me a bitch
They say I am not right
They say I make them feel sad
They think I am so happy
They think I steal
But they don't understand how I really feel.
I cry on the inside
and smile on the out
B/c no one can understand me
b/c he will never want me
it's b/c he is better than I can ever be
no one can understand
Why can't I be as happy as I was then? I used to be so damn happy...didn't care who thought what of me. Didn't really know who I was much, but I did. And I wasn't concerned on what I needed to be. No one though lowly of me b/c I wouldn't give them the time of day if they did, but then again no one thought highly of me b/c I would cling to them for giving me th time of day. Things have changed and stayed...I sitll cling to people who might know what I am going through..or might just hold me.
Please if you think I am clinging...understand why.
-Chelsea