Jan 30, 2006 14:29
So here i am again...Back to this road. I think i'm going to try and keep up with this again cause i realized writing my feelings down is good for the brain.
I can't even remember that last time i updated....so much has changed in such little time. Well one thing is for sure is that things are definetly over between me and jack, its a shocker. honestly i fell bad for whoever believes a word from him.
So since then i've completely changed...me and megs have been hanging out pretty much 24/7 just like the ole days! i love meghan so much and guess the fuck what! We are moving to Gainesville together and we already have an apartment in Gainesville Place. Our apartment is soooo fucking cute and there's keg parties at the pool everyday .Plus tons of RICH HOTTIES makes it PERFECT.
mmk so Today i didnt go to school because i got drug tested this morning and then wasnt aloud to drive.? whatever i guess i am going to stop doing everything. thank god there's always alcohol. hmm and what else is new.. well i've been going to Gold's Gym alot and let me tell you there are so many cute guys that go there..
I think my problem is that i'm really picky with guys and change my mind too much. There's definetly nooo guys around here that are good looking to me. So i guess thats why there's always college.
I talk to Elizabeth everday like shes my girlfriend. lol She's coming home this weekend YAY!!! .. I love you lizzie.
Last thing i have to say: I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for. when I say out loud I want to get out of this. I wonder is there anything I'm going to miss. I wonder how it's going to be when you don't know me. How's it going to be. when you found out there was nothing between you and me. Cause I don't care.
*Jen*