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today sucked.
1st. boring.
2nd. shitty. a certain someone was being really rude.
3rd. boring.
4th. i hate this class. everyone is either really rude or really mean to me. i feel really uncomfortable and anti-social.
after school i hung out with kaylin, molly, and kelly. it was the first time all four of us have hung out in a while. i felt awkward, like none of them (except maybe molly) actually wanted me there. we went out to eat. then ended up at rob's house. i took pictures because molly and rob left kaylin, kelly, and i in the basment the whole time. his mom yelled at us, and he claims she yells at him a lot too. i fail to understand that seeing as how he lives and she accepts it. i'm creepy. then we went to "the incredibles" i love that movie.
notice the CROCODILE/ALLIGATOR. disgusting.
i signed one of them for us.
for amanda...lots of ALCOHOL!
420!
alright there you have that. rob's super nice and gave us lots of food. he's just a little creepy. and he, like every other guy in this world, is in love with molly.
i have more for you homies. not like this is important though.
you were my BESTfriend. we were inseparable. we told each other everything and confided in each other. we shared endless laughing, hours upon hours of time together, tears, and secrets. i have known you for as long as i can remember. i have grown to not only unconditionally love you,but also your entire family. we have had SO many good times and shared so many unforgettable experiences. you are one of the few people i can trust and talk to about anything and everything. i am absolutely heartbroken. not only do you rarely talk to me, when you do it is either a complaint or a rude comment. i feel like you don't care at all anymore and would rather live your life without me. it's like i don't exist to you anymore. i really cannot handle it. i don't know what to do because i can't talk to you about it. i feel like you wouldn't actually listen to what i have to say. you would just be your stubborn self and ignore me or just turn everything around on me, or even just deny everything. for the first time, my best friend seems like a stranger to me. you cold-hearted bitch. or maybe it's me. is it all my fault? what the hell happened? i cannot take it anymore. i can't live like this. you hurt me. and i want nothing more than for things to be normal again. but what IS normal? all i know is, i can't fix things between us by myself. do you not miss me? i miss you
1st. boring.
2nd. shitty. a certain someone was being really rude.
3rd. boring.
4th. i hate this class. everyone is either really rude or really mean to me. i feel really uncomfortable and anti-social.
after school i hung out with kaylin, molly, and kelly. it was the first time all four of us have hung out in a while. i felt awkward, like none of them (except maybe molly) actually wanted me there. we went out to eat. then ended up at rob's house. i took pictures because molly and rob left kaylin, kelly, and i in the basment the whole time. his mom yelled at us, and he claims she yells at him a lot too. i fail to understand that seeing as how he lives and she accepts it. i'm creepy. then we went to "the incredibles" i love that movie.
notice the CROCODILE/ALLIGATOR. disgusting.
i signed one of them for us.
for amanda...lots of ALCOHOL!
420!
alright there you have that. rob's super nice and gave us lots of food. he's just a little creepy. and he, like every other guy in this world, is in love with molly.
i have more for you homies. not like this is important though.
you were my BESTfriend. we were inseparable. we told each other everything and confided in each other. we shared endless laughing, hours upon hours of time together, tears, and secrets. i have known you for as long as i can remember. i have grown to not only unconditionally love you,but also your entire family. we have had SO many good times and shared so many unforgettable experiences. you are one of the few people i can trust and talk to about anything and everything. i am absolutely heartbroken. not only do you rarely talk to me, when you do it is either a complaint or a rude comment. i feel like you don't care at all anymore and would rather live your life without me. it's like i don't exist to you anymore. i really cannot handle it. i don't know what to do because i can't talk to you about it. i feel like you wouldn't actually listen to what i have to say. you would just be your stubborn self and ignore me or just turn everything around on me, or even just deny everything. for the first time, my best friend seems like a stranger to me. you cold-hearted bitch. or maybe it's me. is it all my fault? what the hell happened? i cannot take it anymore. i can't live like this. you hurt me. and i want nothing more than for things to be normal again. but what IS normal? all i know is, i can't fix things between us by myself. do you not miss me? i miss you