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Hey Guys,
Wow its been so long since I have been on here. I look at all of my entrys and think...."wow I was a frantic little thing" hah. But I also think about how many things have changed in my life.
Where I left off last I was a freshman at Mott, dating Damon, I was a cheerleader and living in michigan. Well, I got out of cheerleading and began playing lacrosse my sophmore year because, well frankly...i wanted to hit people hah. Well I went through my good share of best friends in the past years, some drama and one that I am still very best friends with. Sydney. Now....to Damon. I read all my early entries and noticed I had some boy troubles. Well that all ended after Damon. We dated for two years...the happiest years I have had thus far in my life. He completed me, and yeah...we had our squabbles and our moments where I wanted to hit him, I always loved him with everything in my soul and mind. I thought my heart would stay there forever. (Now to the part where I move) Instead of lasting forever, my life was torn apart when I moved to Wyoming. Damon and I agreed to break off the relationship because of the distance, however my first half a year he was my rock, and I would have done stupid shit if it wasn't for him. We have now gone our seperate ways and I couldn't wish more that I was still in Michigan. But life goes on and therefore I must too. I havn't had too much relationship sucsess since then ( I personally think its karma kicking my ass for all the shit I put Damon through) but I don't worry about it anymore. My life now revolves around my job. I work at starbucks and I love it more than anything. I'm a senior in highschool now and I just realized I don't want to leave it behind and become an adult. The thought personally scares me. Oh hell. Well my life now focuses all on me. I don't have to worry about pleasing other people anymore and that is my lemonade in more times than others. I'm truly happy with the way I live now and can't wait for to see more of my self unravel right infront of my eyes.
as usual....
more entries to come.
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