Life after DEATH
How can you live when the one person who you considered your soul mate it dead. It still doesn't seem real even after I saw the body and touched him. Even fully dressed in his uniform with his entire face bandaged I knew it was him by his body and his hands felts like his hands. I gave him one last kiss before I let them shut the casket. The funeral was beautiful, I don't remember much of it though but what I do remember it was perfect. I cried so hard I was shaking, if you saw the paper on Saturday and looked at the back you see me being held by his sister when they were playing taps because I couldn't stop shaking. I love his family very much and I wish you know that we would be together. His head stone wont be in for 90 days so you'll see where he is barried because they are so many flowers covering him. I'm doing all right just takin each day as it comes. Each day is a little harder than the last but I make it. His stuff should come home soon so hopefully I'll get everything. That's what was in his will that I would get everything and all the money, well me and his mom would split but I don't want any of the money I don't need it. All I want are his photo albums, CD's, and whatever else they'll bring over. I love him so much, 7 years it took my realize that once he came home that I would marry him. It would've been worse for me if I did get married when he was home, GOD knows he asked but I said no because I was too young but now I know being it's too late that love doesn't matter on age. I feel in love with him when I was 12, at 12 I saw myself growing old with him. Know where will my dreams take me. . .