Going away again. . .
i've been home for a little less than a week and now i'm leaving again tomorrow to go on our cruise to alaska then after that i'm not driving home with my family i'm going to be flying home to l.a. with kevin. kevin is going to be going on the cruise too, so excited it's going to be so much fun. i have to get ahead tonight in my online classes cause i'll be gone for a week and who knows how much that will fuck up my grades. kevin came up here last weekend and surprised me. . . he texted me the night i got home and asked me if i would like him to come up here the next day of course i would love it. . but i told him that it would have to be a surprise no matter what and it was so cute and sweet. nothing to exciting is happening here, i miss being home but then again i don't miss all the drama. i hate how my parents seem to be mad ALL of the time. . . but what it does seem like is that when i'm home not everything is dumped on them especially with taylor and her seeing a TOO old for her boy. it's like they think that since i'm home i can change her mind and make her stop seeing him, but the thing is i won't. (THE TRUTH. . . I DON'T LIKE HER BEING WITH THIS OLDER GUY BUT AS LONG AS SHE'S HAPPY SHE CAN KEEP TALKING TO HIM) she doesn't understand either. . and i know i didn't either at her age. . why they can't be together because of their age. and now me being 19 its all legal stuff, taylor is still a minor and whether or not if god forbid they were to every do anything and it was ok and both parts he is still going to jail for raping you because you are still a minor (a child) and he is considered a legal adult. my mom seemed to have made if more of a hell for me when i was seeing chris, they seem to be so not as strict as they were on me. guess thats the curse of being the oldest child.
oh god oh god oh god. . i haven't talking to ashley in a couple of weeks actually since she dropped me off at the airport and believe i didn't miss all the bullshit drama she had to give me. i went by her work saturday with kevin and god the first thing out of her mouth is drama and all i wanted to do was just say hi and leave. we were there for 30 minutes longer than i wanted to be. and now ji thinks she's pregnant, oh lord what is the world coming to. i've only been home for a week and so much as already gone on.
oh god oh god oh god. . i haven't talking to ashley in a couple of weeks actually since she dropped me off at the airport and believe i didn't miss all the bullshit drama she had to give me. i went by her work saturday with kevin and god the first thing out of her mouth is drama and all i wanted to do was just say hi and leave. we were there for 30 minutes longer than i wanted to be. and now ji thinks she's pregnant, oh lord what is the world coming to. i've only been home for a week and so much as already gone on.