Hey you guys in NOR CAL
Nothing great has happened since I've been here but that's fine. Nothing to exciting happened up there too from what I read, not hear. I was talking to my mom today and she said that it's been crappy weather for the last few days, were getting it right now. It actually just started to rain about an hour ago or so. Kevin took me out on a date last night, he was so cute. Nothing is too terribly new between him and me but nothing would be. Don't worry there are no babies or any on the way, I think you know me better than that. No engagement or anything like that, were talking this slow and I love it. I'm happy, I found someone that makes me truly happy about myself. There is something that that does change about us when we are together, we grow so much closer together. I'm not saying there were perfect because no one is but it's definately different with him. It's so much more different than it was or even could have been if I was with Tj. I was talking to my mom awhile and she thinks that Tj and I wouldn't have gotten together and got married. I don't know if she right? But it really got me thinking about my whole relationship with Tj and how she does that? She just makes everything seem the worst and that if I don't know, I don't know with her. Sometimes I wonder if she really wants to see me happy or not, sometimes I think she would rather see me unhappy than happy. Sometimes it can get so gray with my mom that I do wish I could go away. But in the end I do love her very much. Miss you guys, see ya'll when I get home.
From your SO CAL girl
From your SO CAL girl