"With five dolalrs in my pocket..I'd give you ten just to find out whats on your mind"
Just sitting here watching "survivor" for the first nite b/c class usually interfers till 930..so ya, i'm excited! Active volcanoes and earthquakes on this island..thats awesome! If i could be on any reality show, that would be it..no doubt about it..sry..just a little excited Busy day today..got my schedule for the pool..start on Saturday,can't wait. Should be fun working there, Maybe i'll finally start my life..a job that i think i'm going to love, and meeting new people. Lately i've had this feeling that i'm not wanted,that people are nice to me bc they feel the need to..i dunno..its wierd, its just a vibe that i sometimes feel..i hope its just me being retared but..ya.."Give me a reason why everyone is everywhere, am i anything to anyone." (thecurve) ..I'm really excited about this job, did i say that already..well ya..I'm just hoping things start to look up and i can start living my life how i really want to live it. Things will hopefulyl start to fall in there correct places. Shows this weekend, Saturday & sunday..fun weekend ahead,special guest is comming with me saturday, very excited..Like old times i hope..i've missed it more then words can explain. The amazing bond that was once there..i dont think it ever left, but f**ked up bullshit got in the way..i hope i'm not getting my hopes up again that it can be like before..thats would be so great, i think it can be, but it takes 2 people to have a freindship like that, its team work..We always have fun together, no matter what! I know saturday will be alota fun, its time to forget the thoughts for a weekend, party like theres no tomarrow.. I'm gonna start a new thing..Lyrics of the day..todays lyrics are.."too many thoughts in my mind~i think i would rather be blind~cuz then i wouldn't dream about you~and you wouldn't be on my mind~you're always on my mind" (Mest)