Done with this shit!
I know i posted this once and then deleted it but this time its here to stay! This time i'm officially done and don't care ANYMORE, not the least fucking bit!!!
I don't care if u never wanna talk to me again, hate me, or whatever else~ I have nothing to lose anymore, in fact i should have NOT cared long long ago b/c i NEVER had anything to lose!! I thought MAYBE, just maybe deep down inside you cared somewhere about ANYTHING, i thought maybe i could see something "different" and that you were a sweet guy and it wasnt just bullshit, but nope i dont think you ever did care~it was like searching for a fucking shooting star on a cloudy rainy night~impossible to see, and i have wasted to much time already searching!
It finally dawned on me, that the thoughts i think about you, tears i've cried for you, the hopes i've hoped for you & times i've spent listening to you don't seem to be the least bit worth it at all!! Why did i waste so much time caring so much...? I don't believe you ever have, did, do or ever will care..I guess enough is never enough for you~I always heard as a child "treat others as you would like to be treated", well here you go, THIS IS WHAT YOU GET! You're probley laughing now and don't give a shit about anything i'm saying, and you know what i don't give a shit, nope not one fucking shit at all, it just shows how cold hearted and an ass you really are!!!!! Maybe one day you will realize i've done nothing but been there for you, and in return get treated like shit "most" of the time~Thanks from the bottom of my heart!
"Its such a tired game
Will it ever stop
How will this all play out" -Jack Johnson