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Since I only seem to be posting about when I'm depressed and pissed I guess I'll continue the trend
except for:
I got a good grade on my bio test
Logo Night Kicked Ass
Seeing chris and amanda also kicked some ass
Bones Farm rocked my socks
Fall Out Boy was AMAZING
Saturday night at Bar 402 was almost more amazing
Now onto the rant, I feel edged out of a group of friends I never felt fully welcomed into. I was always one of the outsiders (everyone else was in the same church group), even in HS. Last summer I rarely saw any of them because they never seemed to care enough to call (don't get me wrong I had an awesome summer with my real friends). And tonight I was once again passed over... twice ...seriously. I've experienced such awesome friendships in other parts of my life I'm sick of looking into theirs when I hang out. I'm done being the nice guy. If they (/you if you're reading this) want to hang out with me they can learn to pick up a fucking phone (in case you lost it its 6303100654). I may be overreacting, but I'm sober and I'm sick of people walking all over me this year, in crises you learn who your real friends are and its always quality over quantity.
So if you're reading this (and all LJ friends don't worry) and you are one of the real friends. I honestly thank you for the past year, along with the rest of our friendship. you guys have made me who I am today, you've dealt with all of my bullshit and still like hanging out with me. You all rock and I'm here for you, not only because you've always been there for me, but because I owe you all more than I could ever repay.
So thanks for making it thru the rant alive.
except for:
I got a good grade on my bio test
Logo Night Kicked Ass
Seeing chris and amanda also kicked some ass
Bones Farm rocked my socks
Fall Out Boy was AMAZING
Saturday night at Bar 402 was almost more amazing
Now onto the rant, I feel edged out of a group of friends I never felt fully welcomed into. I was always one of the outsiders (everyone else was in the same church group), even in HS. Last summer I rarely saw any of them because they never seemed to care enough to call (don't get me wrong I had an awesome summer with my real friends). And tonight I was once again passed over... twice ...seriously. I've experienced such awesome friendships in other parts of my life I'm sick of looking into theirs when I hang out. I'm done being the nice guy. If they (/you if you're reading this) want to hang out with me they can learn to pick up a fucking phone (in case you lost it its 6303100654). I may be overreacting, but I'm sober and I'm sick of people walking all over me this year, in crises you learn who your real friends are and its always quality over quantity.
So if you're reading this (and all LJ friends don't worry) and you are one of the real friends. I honestly thank you for the past year, along with the rest of our friendship. you guys have made me who I am today, you've dealt with all of my bullshit and still like hanging out with me. You all rock and I'm here for you, not only because you've always been there for me, but because I owe you all more than I could ever repay.
So thanks for making it thru the rant alive.