Stuff that I haven't posted, should have and am
Wow I haven't updated this thing in a while...although I guess that's all right. I'm working on my mom's computer at the moment since mine doesn't have a spacebar...I really think it's on it's last legs which just major league sucks since yes I have the money...but no I don't really want to use it up that quickly in one fell swoop on a new laptop...I guess I'll figure it out somehow but...it really is not an oportune time for it to die on me.
In other news....my job is exhausting!!! I have this week off THANK GOODNESS! I mean gimme a break....fourteen and a half hour days???? With three...cute...but priviledged and sometimes quite bratty kids...I'm hoping that it won't be too much torture when they get back...it's only three more weeks...and I really shouldn't complain since I'm making a buttload of money but the job makes me want to complain....ah well :-)
I was reading other people's posts and I agree with the melancholy feeling. I miss you guys a lot which just kinda stinks...but I know that it's one of those things where I guess I'll get used to it...it's weird how used to seeing people everyday you get and then when you don't have them around it's weird and kinda uncomfortable.
It was a year from my injury like a week and a half ago...I don't have much more than that to say about it though...it was weird...I walked around having an internal monologue with myself the entire day going: "This should feel different, but it doesn't, why?, well why do you think em? cuz it's just a year? Yea cuz it's just a year but maybe someone'll notice." No one did and in the end I think it was better that way...my parents didn't even realize until I told them that night and they made these faces like...yikes.... but it was good...it feels like it's a little more done with a little more over than before...and that like I'm a little more healed than I was before which is a nice feeling (although the oldest girl that I babysit for walks around with her left hand in my right like....touching my ring finger and it's....weird... but I don't know how to make her stop so I guess I'll just have to be okay with it all.)
And talking about aniversaries my birthday is in sixteen days....ack I can buy porn and cigarettes! WOOT! Oh and vote...that little thing! I work on my bday but I'd love to have you all like...I dunno...I'd love to buy you all tickets to the movies the weekend after or something...since we might not get the chance to see eachother again until well I dunno...sometime...cuz lots of you go away early so...but yea ummm I'd love to take you all to the movies...if you can and want to and whatever...
Okay I'd better go because my brothers all annoyed that I'm using my mom's machine...
love to all and I hope you guys are having a great summer so far....
In other news....my job is exhausting!!! I have this week off THANK GOODNESS! I mean gimme a break....fourteen and a half hour days???? With three...cute...but priviledged and sometimes quite bratty kids...I'm hoping that it won't be too much torture when they get back...it's only three more weeks...and I really shouldn't complain since I'm making a buttload of money but the job makes me want to complain....ah well :-)
I was reading other people's posts and I agree with the melancholy feeling. I miss you guys a lot which just kinda stinks...but I know that it's one of those things where I guess I'll get used to it...it's weird how used to seeing people everyday you get and then when you don't have them around it's weird and kinda uncomfortable.
It was a year from my injury like a week and a half ago...I don't have much more than that to say about it though...it was weird...I walked around having an internal monologue with myself the entire day going: "This should feel different, but it doesn't, why?, well why do you think em? cuz it's just a year? Yea cuz it's just a year but maybe someone'll notice." No one did and in the end I think it was better that way...my parents didn't even realize until I told them that night and they made these faces like...yikes.... but it was good...it feels like it's a little more done with a little more over than before...and that like I'm a little more healed than I was before which is a nice feeling (although the oldest girl that I babysit for walks around with her left hand in my right like....touching my ring finger and it's....weird... but I don't know how to make her stop so I guess I'll just have to be okay with it all.)
And talking about aniversaries my birthday is in sixteen days....ack I can buy porn and cigarettes! WOOT! Oh and vote...that little thing! I work on my bday but I'd love to have you all like...I dunno...I'd love to buy you all tickets to the movies the weekend after or something...since we might not get the chance to see eachother again until well I dunno...sometime...cuz lots of you go away early so...but yea ummm I'd love to take you all to the movies...if you can and want to and whatever...
Okay I'd better go because my brothers all annoyed that I'm using my mom's machine...
love to all and I hope you guys are having a great summer so far....