I'm pleading temporary insanity; this doesn't feel like me

[surfergirl17]

I'm just going to come out and say it, I've sucked as a person and a friend, pretty hardcore the last couple of days. (okay, last two weeks) I have my reasons but the point is no one deserves to be treated like crap, so I'm sorry. If I have been weird, if I've been a total bitch, if I've been a self centered brat to you in particular. I know I've been all those things in general, but if I haven't specifically apologized to you, I'm trying to do it now. I haven't been myself AT ALL! So, I really do love you, all of you who put up with this and everyone who makes my world amazing. I love you, I'm grateful you're still around and I really do hope you stay, even after this, and I'm incredibly, incredibly sorry.

-kate