Just came to mind...

[surferdude815]

Hmm yea i just got off work at like 11 and than i came home and just got out of the shower. Well ive been thinking bout alot of things and just thought id write about it. Ill start off with my sis is becoming a pain in da ass. Um lets see im in the rocess in moving and this time next week i will be in a new house. Its kinda gonna be wierd i think im gonna miss this house. But what can i do. I have to leave it with the millions od memories it carries. This house is my life and it is the begining to every story. IDK at the moment it doesnt bother me but when the time comes i think i will be annoyed and a lil tempermental. Now with friendz and all. Lets see idcare about saying there names. Im friendz with Nick and Brenda. They dated but now nick is dating sum1 new and there is way to many probs between em. Everytime i talk to brenda she cant help it but mention nick. Its been like 3 months and she cant get over him. I understand where shes coming from but i think shes just hurting herself and that she should just let it go. It kinda isnt cool being inbetween them. Ive been friendz way longer and we have alwayz been pretty close and me and brenda we just starting talking after they broke up and we have been thru our own lil hard times but idk. Shes a nice gurl but its slightly annoying hearing bout Nick all the time not to sound mean im alwayz there 4 her but shes takin it far and she keeps hurting herself. By the way her friend skills are lacking. lol j/p well not really but yea. I kinda concluded that shes one of those people than can only keep one best friend at a time. Now to my ex g/f Melissa yes i know im bringing her up. Well yest was valentines day and this guy that sopposedly likes her didnt even get her anything. C'mon now, I mean i even felt bad 4 her. Me and her r sorta friendz now, we talk between classes and all. IDK i guess its not bad being friendz even tho it doesnt really flow with Jenn. Like melissa moved sumthings back into my locker like last week. IDK alot of things have been bringing up memories that we had and i guess b/c i even have alot with her in this house. Like in my pool and stuff idk. Pretending to be like dolphins or how she popped my b-ball we had sum good times but its all gone now. Which could of been for the better or worse. My computer still has memories and so does this journal. My dads cell phone still has pics of her on it. But now its like the movie The Forgotten, the memories r dissapearing. I noticed the pics of her in my room are gone i didnt realize but my mom took them idk if she hid them or threw them out but there gone. Now there getting replaced with pics of me and Jenn and old pics of me and erin and so on. I have her school pic and a baby pic in my wallet but i think i might take them out. And on my dads cell i might delete em. I know it kinda sounds horrible to do but i guess its sumthing i should do. I guess im trying to repress it all(hide it in a certain part of the brain). Theres alot to my life that i keep a secret. No1 reallyt knows everything. People use to know my whole life but now they dont. Ur lucky if u know a lil bit. Well its almost 1 in the morning on a school night so i guess im gonna go. Until next time, Joe

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By the way was that u melissa who wrote the omg reply thing on the last entree?