wow vacations over

Jan 02, 2005 12:00

hey god this week has been crazi but ill fill u win on wut i did ...

tuesday- i went to the palisades mall from 11 - 5 and i got all this new stuff and i saw heyssen. then i went to the movies and saw limony snickets but i can spell it lol , but w.e u get wut im talking about. then after that i came home and i was going to hang out with anellia and jaslee and michelle but we couldnt come up with something to do so i jus stayed home. and michelle lost her * lol!!! sillly shes finally part of me and sarahs club whoOoO!

wednesday-today i went to the galaria with my mom and i got a new watch and some cute boi shorts ;) then when i came home bryan wanted to hang out but i didnt know if i cud cuz michelle had already made plans for me and her to hang out with jose and other ppl. but he really wanted to hang out so i went to his house at 6 and i hung out with him and kenny and katie came over his house.. cuz they were going to his cuz house for a sleepover. bryan and me went upstiars and we were talking and he told me he wanted me but he didnt me with a relationship and i duno how he wanted me then cuz the only way hes getting me is in a realtionship. i said he didnt know if that was his final answer but w.e he said he still loved me so that was enough for me! after that kenny dropped me off at michelles house around 8 and then this guy who i think his name was jimmy and jose picked up me and michelle in this big van truck thing and there were not seats in the back so me and michelle kept falling down lol it was so funi. then we went to some guys house i dun who he was eather and ramfis was there and me and michelle drank and michelle got high it was so funi she kept laughing.. yeah n e ways then i went home.

thursday- today me and michelle and jaslee had the BEST TIME lol marino and randy picked us up and we got liquor and we were all drinking and i gottt so drunk. michelle peed by a buss and i feel and hit my head on the buss and jaslee tried to catch me . and johnathon came too he was trying to help me cuz i was not thinking strait lol omg and then michelle got robbed lol and the suck part of it was i came home at like 12 and my mom saw me drunk cuz i couldnt even walk to my room so michelle helped me and my mom got mad and yelled at me. and i got all emotional and stuff so the dum me called bryan and poured my heart out and i was acting so stupid i was like i love u blach balch

friday- today is new years eve whooo lol yea i called bryan to tell him that he should forget about wutever i said las night but he said that he didnt member n e of it so i was like YEY. and then i went out to dinner with my mom dad and sis and then at 8 i went to jaslees house and we hung out there sarah came too. then we went to my house and drank a lil and there were all these open houses in the mannor .. then we went back to jaslees to watch the ball drop .. i was still hung over from las night so i went home right after the ball dropped and i went to sleep ..

saturday - today i was on line and bryan finally made up his mind and he said that he didnt want a relationship right now so i respect that even though it did hurt me. i guess i jus needed closure and i got that so im good now. i still do luv him but i will jus hav to get over him and move on. but he did say he still luved me and that if he wants a relationship he will come 2 me first but i was jus like ok cuz i duno if i can believe everything that he says cuz he doesnt seem to care about much.. so i guess im free lol for real now... but then later on i was going to hang out with ari and mikey but it wasnt even a deff. thing and he got mad at me and then he went to hang out with grls i guess cuz he thought he was geting me bac i duno but w.e he confuses me.

today- i stayed home and i think im going to finally do my homework if not ill go to the mall lol ttyl bi
xox
lindsey
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