She packs her bags and plans to runaway...
oh man there is just so much going on right now. I got into all the schools i wanted to and now its between Marist and UNC Wilmington, I loved marist, but i love warm weather, its hard, but i guess watever i can afford ill go. 100 days till graduation tomorrow, which i am getting drunk for! Lacrosse season started, and i am def not gonna play at any game again, but w.e ill be in the shape i want to be for college. I hcan hold out for the season, even though every game is gonna kill me. W.e. ok so for some odd reason i ahve been longing for a bf. Someone good, none of this immature bs, god im sick of young guys. I cant wait till college, i really cant, like everyday is just sucky. Im getting a board by the end of this month! I am so excited. I need to save so much money before college, so im working every weekend. Um im starting to not like my "best friend," shes jsut been changing and yea, we dont really get along as much as we used to. W.e we will both go to college and to be honset, i doubt that i'll hang out with her when she comes home. She just seems to avoid me, and whenever we hang out its like a chore. Honestly i think its because of a certin reason, but w.e , everything happens for a reason, and you cant help the inevitable. I also hope my roommate is real cool. Ugh i seriously just ned a bf. Oh btw the hot valet from the summer , Yanick, is working again! he is jsut so cute.i wanna jump him. anyway i have no social life for the next three months, or until lax ends. GOOD STUFF!yea thats it i guess