im thinking its a sign

Nov 25, 2008 02:56

music.

ive trained myself to hold most of it in when others are around and just give as much as i think is necessary, that for me to sing tonight with such little restraint in the midst of complete strangers is something i dont personally seek out.

i came to the realization that when i started to see everything in my life as a blessing, it became so much easier for me to offer this to others without expecting anything back. i never REALLY sing around most people, even my friends or family; i usually just produce the notes that make the song sound intelligible. but to really create music, to step outside yourself and let the music just "be", is something almost alien to me.

but tonight i just let it be.
no strings attached.
no expectations.
no insecurities.
no do or die.
no tip jar or cover charge.
no reason to keep it from just being, and realizing what we truly are.

that we are Gods instruments, and the melody that springs forth from our lungs is His opus.
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