we will wear compassion, we will wear it on our sleeves. . .
day one of being a bum: felt good.
swam in the pool and tanned.
there were alot of bees trying to get us. and those weird fuzzy worms in the pool. there's this tree right next to it, so i think they were falling of into the pool
and i dropped my phone on concrete. not a good idea.
i hope the dude doesn't notice the scratches so i can trade it out.
it's his fault anyways, i've had this free phone for about a month, and he said he would get the phone i wanted in last week. and he only had one! a blue one. so selena took that one. all i know is he better have the black one in by this thursday or hell will break loose. haha.ha.
my grandpa m. is really sick.
i'm really close to him, and i dont think i'm gonna be able to handle it
i start crying just thinking about it.
him and my granma are supposed to move up here.
i was supposed to do something great so he could be proud of me
and all i am is stuck in junior college not doing anything special.
he has an aneurysm. the same thing my grandpa a. had. and the doctors can't operate on him cause he's not strong enough to go into surgery. it makes me so sad. i need to stop thinking about it. the last time they came up here, i didn't even hang out with them. and i felt really bad, that i was with kris10. and not them.
so i'm going to the san benito this weekend. and i'll be staying the whole week. helping my mom pack up our house, and my granma pack hers up too.
i dont even want to face my granpa.
cause i'm afraid i'll start crying.
i mean he's still alive now. i should be happy.
but i just keep thinking about when he's not going to be here. . .
i'm probably going to miss rolio polio olie on the 24th. the church i've been going to is going to play the movie for the little kids, in a movie theatre.
haha. oh well. i have more important things to do.
i need to fix my school schedule. switch some classes around. i'll figure it out tonight and do it
so thats all
tomorrow: halo day. with kris10 and stephanie [my cousin's wife]. and i need to pick up my paycheck.
thats all!
adios
swam in the pool and tanned.
there were alot of bees trying to get us. and those weird fuzzy worms in the pool. there's this tree right next to it, so i think they were falling of into the pool
and i dropped my phone on concrete. not a good idea.
i hope the dude doesn't notice the scratches so i can trade it out.
it's his fault anyways, i've had this free phone for about a month, and he said he would get the phone i wanted in last week. and he only had one! a blue one. so selena took that one. all i know is he better have the black one in by this thursday or hell will break loose. haha.ha.
my grandpa m. is really sick.
i'm really close to him, and i dont think i'm gonna be able to handle it
i start crying just thinking about it.
him and my granma are supposed to move up here.
i was supposed to do something great so he could be proud of me
and all i am is stuck in junior college not doing anything special.
he has an aneurysm. the same thing my grandpa a. had. and the doctors can't operate on him cause he's not strong enough to go into surgery. it makes me so sad. i need to stop thinking about it. the last time they came up here, i didn't even hang out with them. and i felt really bad, that i was with kris10. and not them.
so i'm going to the san benito this weekend. and i'll be staying the whole week. helping my mom pack up our house, and my granma pack hers up too.
i dont even want to face my granpa.
cause i'm afraid i'll start crying.
i mean he's still alive now. i should be happy.
but i just keep thinking about when he's not going to be here. . .
i'm probably going to miss rolio polio olie on the 24th. the church i've been going to is going to play the movie for the little kids, in a movie theatre.
haha. oh well. i have more important things to do.
i need to fix my school schedule. switch some classes around. i'll figure it out tonight and do it
so thats all
tomorrow: halo day. with kris10 and stephanie [my cousin's wife]. and i need to pick up my paycheck.
thats all!
adios