Oct 20, 2004 01:20
Irony is everywhere in my life. I told Nicole that I loved the rain. I do. I love standing outside in the pouring rain.
I don't know what just happened. I think things have changed between me and Nicole.
It's good to be in love
It really does suit you
Just like everything
I'm happy your in love
'Cause every color goes where you do
Like...she thought of me as, "fickle." That's the word she used. When I questioned her, asking if she thought I jumped from girl to girl, she said, "or had a bunch of girls at once."
I'm adoring you
It's all good
You're so beautiful
I'm black and blue all over
You're breaking my flow
How could you know what i'm saying about it
When all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways
I don't like it
I'm not like that. We talked about everything, well close to everything, that had happened in the spring. Between me and Tricia, and then Mandie, Nicole. And whatever. I never loved Mandie. I mean...I watched her drop Tricia as a friend. I guess...I don't know. Now Nicole claims to be trying to "process" the "new" me. Is this a good thing? If it is, why do I feel so crushed?
It's good to be in love
It really does suit you
Just like everything
I'm happy your in love
'Cause every color goes where you do
I'm so in love, but love isn't supposed to feel like this...is it? This is where the irony comes into play. I turn the television back on and "Singin' in the rain" is on. I'm drowning myself in some sort of fairytale.
I feel so powerless
I've got to stop it somehow
Oh come on what can i do?
Why's it happening
How's it happening without me
Why's it happening
How's it happening that [s]he feels it without me
Lyrics: "It's Good To Be In Love" by Frou Frou