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wow had a good day AND a bad day. lately...a lot of BAD things have been happening. Jennifer Ciani shot and killed herself. I knew her. that's f*ing crazzy. this morning Steven, ashley, and amanda got in an accident. no one was hurt... thankgod! and it just so happened to occur about a foot away from my bus. this morning in heathers class some chick like totally passed out and hit the ground. nates brother's friend, Jessica, was killed in an accident the other day whom went to clay last year. a house in EH burned down the other day. just all of this stuff happening so randomly and so fast .....its so CRAZY! all of this stuff has happened in the past like 5 days.
today was really crappy. rained allllllllll day. idk it was just blah. 6th period was fun =)....Jon wolf....hahahaha. I find it rather hilarious how hes been going out with a girl almost 2 years younger than him for more than a year now....and since the very first day they ever went out...he begs to do shit with me every single day and insists on screwing me in the ass. I feel bad for his g/f....but at the same time she hates me for no reason at all so I hate the bitch. its not my fault her b/f wants to screw me in the ass. she has no reason to hate me. w/e....fun times in english with Jon wolf....I love the boi. havent talked to victor since monday....I miss him =( ....but why should I waste my time getting attatched to someone who dosent want me and IS in college?...its pointless. umm I dont really like anyone right now. theres like NO ONE to like. although Im starting to like donnie again. for like the 2136541002316510 time. wat can I say? Ive always liked him. Its hard NOT to. and if you know why....then you know wat im talking about...lol kristen. hes so hot and funny and awesome and I just love him! and I probably always will! thinking about maybe asking him to the winter formal thing.....should I? I really dont know. I REALLY WANT A DATE! sucked going single to homecoming AND Im going single to football banquet. I NEED A DATE TO THIS ONE. but then Ive got HEATHER in my other ear saying noooooo Jessica Im gonna be alone...please dont have a date! WTF!!!! I THINK I DESERVE TO HAVE ONE! she needs to find one! so anyways...think I might ask donnie....if he dosent already have a date.
I need to go out tonight. BAD. movies! to see white noise! sucks with no ride. lol....AND MAN! THE OC IS GETTING PRETTY DAMN GOOD!!!!!!! =)
im out....
.::.I wanna take my cLothes off.::.
today was really crappy. rained allllllllll day. idk it was just blah. 6th period was fun =)....Jon wolf....hahahaha. I find it rather hilarious how hes been going out with a girl almost 2 years younger than him for more than a year now....and since the very first day they ever went out...he begs to do shit with me every single day and insists on screwing me in the ass. I feel bad for his g/f....but at the same time she hates me for no reason at all so I hate the bitch. its not my fault her b/f wants to screw me in the ass. she has no reason to hate me. w/e....fun times in english with Jon wolf....I love the boi. havent talked to victor since monday....I miss him =( ....but why should I waste my time getting attatched to someone who dosent want me and IS in college?...its pointless. umm I dont really like anyone right now. theres like NO ONE to like. although Im starting to like donnie again. for like the 2136541002316510 time. wat can I say? Ive always liked him. Its hard NOT to. and if you know why....then you know wat im talking about...lol kristen. hes so hot and funny and awesome and I just love him! and I probably always will! thinking about maybe asking him to the winter formal thing.....should I? I really dont know. I REALLY WANT A DATE! sucked going single to homecoming AND Im going single to football banquet. I NEED A DATE TO THIS ONE. but then Ive got HEATHER in my other ear saying noooooo Jessica Im gonna be alone...please dont have a date! WTF!!!! I THINK I DESERVE TO HAVE ONE! she needs to find one! so anyways...think I might ask donnie....if he dosent already have a date.
I need to go out tonight. BAD. movies! to see white noise! sucks with no ride. lol....AND MAN! THE OC IS GETTING PRETTY DAMN GOOD!!!!!!! =)
im out....
.::.I wanna take my cLothes off.::.