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alright so im like BEYOND UP TO HERE WITH HEATHER! ::points to top of head::
so this is wat happens almost every freakin week. and its all over an ex by the name of Josh welcker. Heather likes Josh. Josh DOES NOT like heather like that. Josh still likes me supposedly. so of course heathers gonna get pissed cuz he likes me and not her. she wants ME to tell him I dont like him like that. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOA!?!?!? WHEN DID I EVER SAY THAT?!?!? so she says if you dont tell him then I will! WTF?!?! she invites him to the movies with us thursday night and says Jessica you need to find a date cuz Josh is goin with me. WOW. I told Josh and Josh says HELLLLLLLLLL NO. IM STUCK IN THE MIDDLE AND I HATE IT! I cant tell heather that Josh dosent like her because ONE I know how emotional she gets and TWO she becomes depressed and then I have to deal with it. and now Josh is getting pissed that I wont tell her because he has to deal with her phonecalls. SO GUESS WHOS STUCK IN THE MIDDLE?!?! YUPP ME! >=O! o thats not it! then with this whole football banquet thing I invited Josh...but bascially asked him to go for heather cuz she was too much of a pussy to do it herself. so Josh thought he was going with me which I would have no problem with but what does heather do?...decide to claim him like hes some fucking toy in a toy store. Josh dosent wanna go with her and she thinks he is going with her. OMG im gonna fucking explode! Im not dealing with this shit any longer. it stops NOW!
so other than that. um nothing GOOD has come out of this christmas break and I was hoping it would be the other way around. guess we dont always get wat we want. and this week is going by EXTREMELY SLOW! it needs to hurry up and go so I can return to school and see ppl that will make my life a little bit more exciting.
heather returns home today from Illinois. =/ of course we just HAD to get in a huge fight right before she comes home. ugh.
brothers birthday is saturday. having a "party" for him. man I cant wait till its over cuz once its done, no more birthdays in our family, no more christmas, and no more party's for another whole year.
as far as my love life goes, blah. no men in my life which Im starting to think is a good thing. just think about it. no phonecalls everynight. no having to spend time with one particular person everyday. no fights. no second thoughts. its great! =) think im gonna be single for a while!!!!! and although it gets lonely at times...you'll have the rest of your life to be married and NOT be lonely. might as well take advantage of it.
but then I was thinking about Jesse last night....actually hes all ive been thinking about for like a week lol....and I was like fuck! HES PERFECT! and although he lives in a total different state, as soon as I get a car and a license, I can go see him as much as I want. hes only 3 hours away. and fuck I know for a fact 3 hours is worth going to see him! Im gonna marry him!!!!!!! =) lol and im gonna laugh when it comes true one day! HAHA.
alright bitches im out....be good.
.::.If I couldnt have you, I'd probably go insane.::.
so this is wat happens almost every freakin week. and its all over an ex by the name of Josh welcker. Heather likes Josh. Josh DOES NOT like heather like that. Josh still likes me supposedly. so of course heathers gonna get pissed cuz he likes me and not her. she wants ME to tell him I dont like him like that. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOA!?!?!? WHEN DID I EVER SAY THAT?!?!? so she says if you dont tell him then I will! WTF?!?! she invites him to the movies with us thursday night and says Jessica you need to find a date cuz Josh is goin with me. WOW. I told Josh and Josh says HELLLLLLLLLL NO. IM STUCK IN THE MIDDLE AND I HATE IT! I cant tell heather that Josh dosent like her because ONE I know how emotional she gets and TWO she becomes depressed and then I have to deal with it. and now Josh is getting pissed that I wont tell her because he has to deal with her phonecalls. SO GUESS WHOS STUCK IN THE MIDDLE?!?! YUPP ME! >=O! o thats not it! then with this whole football banquet thing I invited Josh...but bascially asked him to go for heather cuz she was too much of a pussy to do it herself. so Josh thought he was going with me which I would have no problem with but what does heather do?...decide to claim him like hes some fucking toy in a toy store. Josh dosent wanna go with her and she thinks he is going with her. OMG im gonna fucking explode! Im not dealing with this shit any longer. it stops NOW!
so other than that. um nothing GOOD has come out of this christmas break and I was hoping it would be the other way around. guess we dont always get wat we want. and this week is going by EXTREMELY SLOW! it needs to hurry up and go so I can return to school and see ppl that will make my life a little bit more exciting.
heather returns home today from Illinois. =/ of course we just HAD to get in a huge fight right before she comes home. ugh.
brothers birthday is saturday. having a "party" for him. man I cant wait till its over cuz once its done, no more birthdays in our family, no more christmas, and no more party's for another whole year.
as far as my love life goes, blah. no men in my life which Im starting to think is a good thing. just think about it. no phonecalls everynight. no having to spend time with one particular person everyday. no fights. no second thoughts. its great! =) think im gonna be single for a while!!!!! and although it gets lonely at times...you'll have the rest of your life to be married and NOT be lonely. might as well take advantage of it.
but then I was thinking about Jesse last night....actually hes all ive been thinking about for like a week lol....and I was like fuck! HES PERFECT! and although he lives in a total different state, as soon as I get a car and a license, I can go see him as much as I want. hes only 3 hours away. and fuck I know for a fact 3 hours is worth going to see him! Im gonna marry him!!!!!!! =) lol and im gonna laugh when it comes true one day! HAHA.
alright bitches im out....be good.
.::.If I couldnt have you, I'd probably go insane.::.