Jul 31, 2005 10:18
WOW.....it's been a while.....probably the longest I've been away from this thing. I don't even feel the need to write in here anymore....everyone's gone. but I guess I will anyways for those of you who do read.
ummmmmmmmmmm wow a lot has happened since last entry. I got a Job at target as a cashier and I start tomorrow =/ I'm so nervous. so come see me and unnervous me. ha. Rhiannon also got the same job so I'm extremely happy! =) so we had orientation yesterday and with me and rhiannon's fly moves....we got us a date with the hot security guard ;) ooooooooooo yea! gosh we're so good together.
o by the way I have a b/f now. his name is Cody and he goes to cLay and he's a year younger than me. =/ Just don't say anything. I've heard enough about that factor. so I think today is the 3rd day of going out with him. I'm not sure how much longer it'll be. lol you know how I am. short relationships. blah I can't help it. I loose interest extremely fast. and If you annoy me and become obssesive....that's a major turn OFF and I'll end it. and he's at that point rite now. He says he "loves" me. um no Jessica dosen't say the L word. we've only known each other for not even 2 weeks yet. and he declares his love for me. sad. he has no idea wat love is. I'm trying to hold on and see if he'll change or at least give him a chance. so we'll see.
so brad and meghan broke up....brad found out I was talking to Cody...and so he asked meghan back out. funny. and after one day of extreme fighting all day long with bradlee....we're good now. and we're better than ever. lol see I think we fight so much cuz we care about each other so much. but yea...so me and brad have an "OPEN" relationship is wat we like to call it. =) wat steven and kristen had on laguna beach! lol dating but dating other ppl too. I love him =) he's my best friend and couldn't ask for anyone else.
don't talk to Miles anymore. talk to Josh occasionally.
my life seems to be hectic rite now. now that I'm in the real world with a real job. I don't like it but I'll do it for a car!
Johnny's mad at me for talking to other guys. Well I'm sorry but I'm not gonna stop my life to wait for him. If he wants to move up here and be with me....well all hell on earth I'll give my life to him! =) but until that day comes....I'm gonna talk to other ppl. and so is he.
I think I've said enough. hope everyone's lives are better than mine. <3