DANCE!!!
So today is thursday and i feel like i have been updating so much lately but ohh well, I just update so i can look back on things.. OK so its alomst 10 and i got home from my dance rehersal at 9 and I missed the movie that everyone was going to at 8:55 so that sucks!I'm kinda sad right now.. dance didnt go to good. jay and i have been practicing all year for only 2 mintues on stage and I dont even feel like our hard work and devotion paid off> The dance isnt hard but its a lot of steps that are similar so sometimes we get confused plus its a duet and thats so much harder to do so then a solo or a trio or a group because we have to be the same. we also have jazz to do but thats not what i am worried about. I've been dancing for 15 years since i was three and it sucks because this might be my last time to dance, unless i do it in college but who knows? ashlee mcinnes and I were going to try out for the dance team together at central but i think now she is going to wayne state so i dont know if i want to try out by myself i probably wont even make it I just wanted to try to see and to make friends. I've always wanted this its been my dream to have for so long and hopefully someday i get it i always wanted to have my own dance room, with all mirrors, dance bar, HUGE stero, black nite floor all the cds I ever wanted?>? I'm a good dancer but i jsut dont feel like these dances are like anything for me or jay to actually show off our skill i guess?>? i dont know? Some friends are going on sunday and i will be soooooooo nervuos please dont scream for me i get so scared when Im on the stage by myself? I love jay shes not like a friend shes more like family and she was talking about me leaving and she was gettig all sad and i felt really bad, cause sunday will be the last time that we dance together.. we've dance together for sooo long! Plus my mom isnt doing that great! long story and dont really want to get into it. but i dont know i've been up stairs for a long time jsut practicing and listening to music and thinking about stuff? well I'm probably gonna hang out with everyone later tonight, then tomorrow i was thinking horseback riding and canoeing?>>?? saturday hoedown sunday AHHHH dance recital then monday CEDAR POINT!!!