Please....
heres how its been going down....
got sick last week, something wrong with my glands, they're like stickin outa my neck. They think its mono so i go to the doctor.
Get tested for mono, negitive. So they put me on meds for a very severe sinus infection, took that for 2 days, and something wonderful happends, it all gets worse.
All weekend i was sick, hot flashes, fever, stomach pain, throat feels like its swelling up.....
last night, i didnt sleep at all. I couldnt. i was in so much pain i just cried all night long. so my mom called the doctor again this morning.
It took them from 7am till 1pm to call me back. doctors are lame.
I got sent to the hospital. ha, im just thinking... what in the lords name do i have cuz im not guna sit in the hospital....
spent most of my day there getting blood tests and such...
and now.... im waiting for my results. I am so sick to my stomach cuz im scared about what its guna be, how much school im guna miss, if they;re guna throw me in the hospital or what.
im just scared.
on top of that some other things have been going on lately. I layed in the bathtub last night and cried. litterally screaming because i was just so hurt. So many people have been hurting me emotionally lately. or im just crazy.
my drug 'advisor' has been telling me that he thinks my depression is back, but im not getting into all that.
stuff just sucks right now.
i dont want pitty, thats not what this entry is for, for all you people who are thinking that... its strictly for my friends so they know whats going on because i really cant even talk, my throat is honestly that bad.
i love all my girls<3 be safe and healthy.
zech, baby i love you. thanks for helpin me thru this.
got sick last week, something wrong with my glands, they're like stickin outa my neck. They think its mono so i go to the doctor.
Get tested for mono, negitive. So they put me on meds for a very severe sinus infection, took that for 2 days, and something wonderful happends, it all gets worse.
All weekend i was sick, hot flashes, fever, stomach pain, throat feels like its swelling up.....
last night, i didnt sleep at all. I couldnt. i was in so much pain i just cried all night long. so my mom called the doctor again this morning.
It took them from 7am till 1pm to call me back. doctors are lame.
I got sent to the hospital. ha, im just thinking... what in the lords name do i have cuz im not guna sit in the hospital....
spent most of my day there getting blood tests and such...
and now.... im waiting for my results. I am so sick to my stomach cuz im scared about what its guna be, how much school im guna miss, if they;re guna throw me in the hospital or what.
im just scared.
on top of that some other things have been going on lately. I layed in the bathtub last night and cried. litterally screaming because i was just so hurt. So many people have been hurting me emotionally lately. or im just crazy.
my drug 'advisor' has been telling me that he thinks my depression is back, but im not getting into all that.
stuff just sucks right now.
i dont want pitty, thats not what this entry is for, for all you people who are thinking that... its strictly for my friends so they know whats going on because i really cant even talk, my throat is honestly that bad.
i love all my girls<3 be safe and healthy.
zech, baby i love you. thanks for helpin me thru this.