Still a good night
Tues. I had a wreck. Went to go pick up Jordan to hang out. We ended up going to Chaba Creek. Now Along with my hate for computers I hate deer. One decided to poke on out in the road when we was leaving, put my breaks on but slid off the road hitting a bloder and a few trees. The whole right side is messed up, and the front tires cam off the rims, and the back window burst out. Neither of us was hurt sep a scratch on Jordan's arm. It was a long night. Stayed out wed to hang out with Jeremy and Jordan, one of the best days ive ever had. We needed a good day out after the night before. About all we did was make-out all day, everywhere. From Jeremy's car to his sofa to the church parking lot to soccer blast to her house. The night before after the wreck, the first time we really kissed was on the lady's sofa that went to call somebody. And then made-out on the back seat of the wrecker that towed the car. Every moment with her is a smile. Ive never really felt this way about anyone, ive came close with a select few but nothing as to this. After we had stopped the first thing i did was turn sraight to Jordan and held and made sure she was ok. didnt even care if i was stuck or if i was hurt. She was the first and only thing on my mind. Before we went to the lady's house we went the creek to clean off, and before even bothering with myself i washed her off. My mother was probably the most shooken up and she wasnt even in the wreck. It didnt even come to me that she needed consuling. I just wanted to be with Jordan. I guess it was a weird night and place to have our first real kiss. From kissing her I could tell she had never really kissed anybody-shes so adorable. Im her first real boyfriend i guess. The only bad felling i got with was when Jeremy was taking us home and he was driving really fast on a curvy road, she clinched onto me and asked mr to tell Jeremy to slow down. until we were off that road she didnt loosen her grip or said a word. Her being scared made me feel so bad. Jeremy thank you so much for taking us around yesterday. We needed it. Jordan is just so great- she's just beatiful all around. she's all i want- To be with, to hold, to talk to, To love.