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well i had a realy fucked up weekend...friday my friend from DELAND,justin white,came and picked me up and me him and his brother,they are both like brothers to me,bought alchohol from the jiffy.we went to their house in deland and drank it.then i realized i threw my ciggaretts out the window so me and cory went out on his dirtbike to find em.almost got pulled ove,then ran out of gas.found em though so we pushed the bike back to his house.then jeff came over and they wanted to no if i knew any girls that would come hang out.i wanted to hang out with alyssa anyway so i called her up and she had some of her friends with her and they met us out at cabage patch.then i could have swon i told her we were going to deland because she didnt want to break in to their other house.so then she got all pissed off at me and was like i wont talk to you but ill talk to your friends.Then we are like 5 minutes away from their house and she starts yelling at me.i told her i was sorry and i really was but she didnt have to keep yelling.then we got to their house finally and she was all pissed off at me but having a good time with her friends.then she is like when i get drunk im not interested in you im more interested in girls and not only does that hurt my fucking feelings but its kinda embarasing for your girlfriend to pretty much say to your face she isnt interested in you right infront of your four bestfriends.so then i was just totally not wanting to be there.so then she was being loud and from what cory tells me when i went to take a piss she was saying some shit and him and jeff were like the dorrs right there or something like that.then they were gonna leave and i was outside and alyssa called her friend who i was standing next to and alyssa told her to come get her so then i just walked back in and i helped her u pand she said i cant walk so i picked her up and carried her to her car.then she got pissed at me because jeff was gonna drive with her back to cabbage patch but cory and justins mom took his keys.then i went in there grabbed his keys and before i could even say good bye or anything even get out the door she took off.i just dont know anymore.i mean i like her alot and she is awesome to hang out with.but lately i feel like she doesnt even want to be with me.but anyways last night some kid jumped off oceanwalk parking garage and killed himself.i couldnt help but give a little chuckle on the inside.and me and jeff were like right next to his body at 230 in the morning and then his truck caught on fire.i laughed.i had to piss on in to put it out.oo and cory finnally lost his virginity.the girl was like are you sure his 15...i guess he is packin.and she said that he fucked her like a jack rabbit.i laughed so hard.but now i am gonna slip back into my deppression...love to hate