today
today was so messed up, i am in love with two guys and just want to die. right now all taht si on my mind is killin my self (8:27 pm -?) but i cant do it till i talk to ryan. but now he is a major reason to do it. if any of you talk to him tell him to call me. i really care bout hima nd casey but i dont know what to do. if you can help me please do. call me at 481-5371. or jsut im me at surfqueen2003. lee you rock.