my life
today sucked once again. but i found out that i ahte ryan and at the same time still love him. i still want to kill my self bit he is a small reason to and a big reaqson not to. but i love kq and she rocks. i hope ican chill with her soon. i have tryout tommrow adn mostlikly will c ryan since it s at the same camp he went to today. well i hope he is having fun!!!! lee and jimmy i need to talk to you really bad. kq i really love you like the sister i dont have. well call em