i'm just not quite me..

Mar 20, 2008 06:49

I don't know what it is exactly.
I can't pinpoint it.

Something's different with me though, I'm not myself. I don't want to really interact with anyone, and I settle on talking with Trevin because i don't want him to get the wrong idea. I like him, I just am not really in the mood for human interaction. I feel like even when I'm with people, my head is often in other places. I'm getting lost in my own mind.

Don't get me wrong, it's not a bad feeling.. It's just different. I'm happy as ever, i'm just a little weirded out at the feeling i've been getting about this. I don't know if it's because i'm about to move out and i'm finally getting the realization that i should be self-reliant.

You may not all know me too well, but i know me. I know that I'm the type of person who thrives on human interaction, relationships, friendships. I can't do anything by myself, i feel the need to have a companion even if it's something as simple as running to the store for a gallon of milk. Lately i've wanted to do everything on my own. hmm..

Weird feelings aside, i need to learn how to better manage my money.
Any tips?
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