emo
so once again im finding out that life is nothing but broken promises and broken hearts. you try your hardest to make everyone happy. and when its all over, youre surrounded by nothing but the shattered remains of everything youve tried your hardest to maintain. you sit and wonder what it was all for. its just not fair that everyone around you is walking around living their lives and smiling while youre drowning in your tears wishing more than anything that you could be them...that you could be the one waking up in the morning knowing that you have a purpose and you are important and you are loved. but instead you wake up wondering whats there to look forward to...because everything youve done was in vain...because all you ever wanted was to be enough and you know that no matter what you do, youll never accomplish it. so you wake up in the morning and pretend, pretend to be one of those happy people, that youre just like everyone else...but inside youre dying.