"Be Happy, Pass It On"
Wow, so my last entry was three weeks ago...
Alot has changed in three weeks, to the point that you'd be surprised.
Well, somewhat, being that usually noone reads this, but that's ok too,
I promise I'll live if noone reads this, cause frankly,
I don't give a shit.
So...
Work's getting better, I might get promoted, that's really good, I need the hours and the pay.
I broke up with Adam. He was driving me nuts, and I just can't deal with alot of shit about him, plus I just wasn't happy anymore. I didn't have any of the feelings I had before, and that's not normal for me. and he had the nerve to tell me he was too good for me, fuck that.
Oh, and he kicked me out, but gave me two weeks notice to get out. So I moved in with Lisa last week, I like her. We're good roommates. She made rice and beans today and brought me some at work =) We do well living together.
Lisa's right, the whole fun in life is the struggle, and I'm pretty much getting used to struggling, and I'd be nothing without it. I would never be the same person if I were rich as hell.
I'm doing OK, like I said, struggling, but OK.
I'm dating Austin now, pretty happy with him.
Okay, that's an understatement. Really happy with him.
I feel like I'm on vacation at his house, and we have way too much fun together, surfing when there's no waves at all, building forts, and making shitty ass smoothies at 2 in the morning. I'm just scared we're spending too much time together, but fuck it, who cares? If I'm gonna spend the time, might as well enjoy it while I can, who knows, I might not have that opportunity when I want it.
My mom's doing alright I guess, trying to find somewhere to live.
My dad's looking into transferring to Orlando at his job, he'll be making the same amount of money, but living alot more comfortably. I really hope he does. I miss him.
Well, I don't know what there is else to say.
My dog's being given away by Adam as well, Riley, ugh I can't stand my animals being given away on me. It hurts, especially when I know she wants to be with me too. She followed me everywhere I went when I moved my shit out, and scratched at the door after I left. She's adorable, and I'll never see her again. He needs to grow up I swear, give up on everything why don't you: Me, living with me, Math, School in general, the dog, working, everything. Sometimes you just gotta suck it up. I could've easily given up this time, and moved back to NY, but I decided my new adventure would be staying and dealing with struggling. And I'm completely glad I did.
Things went to shit for a while, but now they're building themselves back up, and I admit, I'm happy, even if everything isn't ok, i'm happy, and that's all that matters.
♥