Moving problems
I've got alot going on recently.
I work two jobs now,
the bookstore, which is the worst, most boring job ever,
and at ae.
making good hours,
but i want a night job too.
busting my ass to pay for school.
I'm really worried about this move.
Like if we're going to be able to afford it,
If I'm going to make it in school,
or drop classes like i did before.
How we're gonna move our stuff there,
how we're going to afford rent.
This is all on us,
there's no help from other people.
It's time for me to grow up and be independent I guess.
Time to start doing things for myself,
and relying on myself rather than parents.
Got in a fight with my mom about how she never has helped me.
She set me off track from school before.
I would've still been at FIU if it weren't for her.
For the money I'd pay her bf for gas,
it's cheaper for a Uhaul.
She hasn't helped me.
Well, maybe slightly by giving me food at fiu,
but that's about it.
She's not helping me pay for school,
she's glad I might not make it to ny for xmas.
wtf.
My dad's going nuts trying to get me up there,
trying to see me,
trying to help me with school.
but i don't want to put him in financial problems either.
That's why I say I'm on my own for this.
But there's no turning back.
I'm moving.
January 2nd, whether or not I go bankrupt from it.