"Are you going to miss me?" "Not as much as I'd miss Shaving Cream, but yes."
So I realized that I never wrote about Orlando last weekend.
I went with Kendra, Heather and Rosie.
We drove up that Friday night after work and drove up to UCF.
Partied at University house at this kid Manny's.
Then spent the night in the UCF dorms, thanks to this kid Jared.
Met alot of awesome guys.
Went to Islands of Adventure and Halloween Horror Nights Saturday night,
along with the guys we met.
Sam was too fucked up, didn't meet me there.
And in a way, I really didn't care.
I really really really liked this boy....
and yeah.
Spent the night at his apartment Saturday night.
Which was one of the most amazing nights I've had in a while.
We left on Sunday, with both me and Kendra really sad that we had to leave.
We were so sad that,
we ended up driving back up to Orlando this past Thursday to go back and see our boys.
Spent the weekend at Matt's apartment.
Went out to dinner Friday night.
and came home yesterday for floorset.
You have no idea how much I like this kid....
it's unbelieveable.
I mean I don't even want to hang out with other guys.
Go fucking figure.
I really want to be more than what we are.
I want alot of things.
But especially him.
Fuck distance.
Too bad I'm not quite sure how he feels.
And too bad that he lives in Orlando/Gainesville.
UGH.
But I do have a feeling we're going to be spending ALOT of time in Orlando in the future.
Over dinner, they promised they were going to come down not this coming weekend, but the weekend after.
We'll see.
So I had floorset yesterday.
9 PM to 8 AM this morning.
I'm fucking beat.
It was fun, up until about 3 or 4 am, when everyone started getting tired and more quiet, the music got turned off, and there was too much left to do.
I have been getting amazing hours at american eagle though, and for that I'm glad.
I made 36 hours last week, almost full time.
I work 17 this week, without call ins.
I didn't take the Smoke Shop job, I actually still want to have a life.
It was 3-11 every single day including weekends and holidays.
I don't think I can do that, not physically not mentally not socially not anything.
So I didn't take it, regardless of how much I needed the money.
I was supposed to hang out with Jason today,
I kind of changed my mind about that. idk.
I need to get my life back lol, I'm not dating Matt, yet I'm not interested in anyone else. wtf?
I love Kendra,
she's becoming one of my best friends.
I take that back, she IS one of my best friends.
Ryan, well fuck him.
Sam and Stefan wanted to see me yesterday when I was in Orlando,
I wanted to see them too in a way.
It just didn't work out that way.
Plus I felt uncomfortable seeing them while I was with Matt.
Whatever.
Who knows what the fuck will happen right?