2014 is...
O.O Have i seriously not been posting anything at all?!!??!?!?! weeelllllll~~ i guess i should just say it even though it's late....
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014!!! XDD
well in this journal it's new years :) even though it's March already nd stuff, better late than nver uh huh
just got settled down in a new environment with new friends :D guess i feel happy now? though i'd never thought i'd be studying such a course, i guess in some way it still just hasn't really hit me yet, like how uni life is actually about to start, or like that fact that i won't be seeing the girls for a year at least(?) or like how i won't be seeeing mum and dad for the next few months, or like how i'm not going home with my parent etc etc etc ALL OF IT JUST ALL OF IT HASN'T REALLY SINK INTO MY MIND OTL OTL OTL
seems likely to be a bad sign OTL plus my parents will be leaving in less than 24 hrs... i still keep thinking i'll be going back with them :/ if possible i would :((
how do i put it... quite a few number of people sent me off at the airport a week ago, and i haven't seen much of the pics OTL but i still don't seem to feel it :(( maybe i've jhus become somewhat emotionless, or i just think i'm stuck in this dimension of time, which just keep repeating itself someway or another
i don't blame anyone though... i don't even know how to describe how i feel man OTL i'm no sad, disappointed but yet also not utterly happy? arrrgghhhh i can't seem to see it all, as if what exactly i'm supposed to be getting in now :/
I'm so lazy to get back into study mood after my long break OTL i'm also goddy nervous alright, for my lessons on monday 0.0 wonder what's uni life like @,@ i juhst hope i survive it alright... i better goddy damn right have to survive it DX more importantly, i just hope my diet plans work out fine here XD I NEED TO GET SLIM AND FIT INTO THAT STUNNING DRESS OF MINE HHAHAAHHAHAHAAH
well then till then world XD i hope everything goes smooth for me!! WISH ME LUCK ><
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014!!! XDD
well in this journal it's new years :) even though it's March already nd stuff, better late than nver uh huh
just got settled down in a new environment with new friends :D guess i feel happy now? though i'd never thought i'd be studying such a course, i guess in some way it still just hasn't really hit me yet, like how uni life is actually about to start, or like that fact that i won't be seeing the girls for a year at least(?) or like how i won't be seeeing mum and dad for the next few months, or like how i'm not going home with my parent etc etc etc ALL OF IT JUST ALL OF IT HASN'T REALLY SINK INTO MY MIND OTL OTL OTL
seems likely to be a bad sign OTL plus my parents will be leaving in less than 24 hrs... i still keep thinking i'll be going back with them :/ if possible i would :((
how do i put it... quite a few number of people sent me off at the airport a week ago, and i haven't seen much of the pics OTL but i still don't seem to feel it :(( maybe i've jhus become somewhat emotionless, or i just think i'm stuck in this dimension of time, which just keep repeating itself someway or another
i don't blame anyone though... i don't even know how to describe how i feel man OTL i'm no sad, disappointed but yet also not utterly happy? arrrgghhhh i can't seem to see it all, as if what exactly i'm supposed to be getting in now :/
I'm so lazy to get back into study mood after my long break OTL i'm also goddy nervous alright, for my lessons on monday 0.0 wonder what's uni life like @,@ i juhst hope i survive it alright... i better goddy damn right have to survive it DX more importantly, i just hope my diet plans work out fine here XD I NEED TO GET SLIM AND FIT INTO THAT STUNNING DRESS OF MINE HHAHAAHHAHAHAAH
well then till then world XD i hope everything goes smooth for me!! WISH ME LUCK ><