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I'm hoping your mom's call tonight was just one of
her psychotic spasms, and didn't reflect the truth.
If it did, then where are you going? When do I get
my plane ticket? Where do I stay?
It sounds really cheesy, and mushy, and blah blah,
But I can't be without you. I'll be really down
(like the past couple days) and even the greatest
news won't break it, and you'll say one little thing,
probably without realizing it, you make my day.
I can't believe your mom said those things to me,
infact it's been one of the worst shocking phone
calls I've had. My heart just kind of stopped.
Especially because it wasn't true.
I can't sleep thinking you could be unsafe.
It actually fucking terrifies me.
I tremble when I think I won't see you for
a long long time, not like a drug withdrawal,
like a scared defenseless animal.
Find a way to get in touch,
and I will sleep.
And I honestly don't think you can be without me either.
her psychotic spasms, and didn't reflect the truth.
If it did, then where are you going? When do I get
my plane ticket? Where do I stay?
It sounds really cheesy, and mushy, and blah blah,
But I can't be without you. I'll be really down
(like the past couple days) and even the greatest
news won't break it, and you'll say one little thing,
probably without realizing it, you make my day.
I can't believe your mom said those things to me,
infact it's been one of the worst shocking phone
calls I've had. My heart just kind of stopped.
Especially because it wasn't true.
I can't sleep thinking you could be unsafe.
It actually fucking terrifies me.
I tremble when I think I won't see you for
a long long time, not like a drug withdrawal,
like a scared defenseless animal.
Find a way to get in touch,
and I will sleep.
And I honestly don't think you can be without me either.