10 people
-- List ten things you want to say to ten people but know you never will.
-- Don't say who they are.
(I didn't really do this right, because these are things I'd most likely be able to say in person, some things I wouldn't.)
1 - I'm sorry you died tonight, and I'm sorry I had my mind on other things when I was told. I shed tears, but it wasn't for you, and I feel disrespectful. But I'll make it clear now, I remember you being there in my life, and at times I was scared to acknowledge you because death scares me, but I love you, and I hope you rest in peace.
2 - You're like what...three years late? You are a beautiful girl, but in combination between you and her, I got pretty turned off from girls there for awhile. You left an imprint on my emotional love life, every time I think I'm falling for someone, I see the same patterns that your relationship so kindly hit me on the head with. So stop flirting, we can be friends, but that's nice of me, huh?
3 - I admit, I get too easily emotional about you. I'm Sorry. I know you're not great with that sort of thing. I go back and fourth, and it shouldn't be like that. I really do love you so much. I'm always here for you, you are my life, and I hope that doesn't sound creepy, but it's true. You make me a happier person, my heart races when you call each time. Oh, and I don't tell you this because you'll think I'm lying, but to me you're the most gorgeous girl I've ever met. Find a pornstar for me baby. And you shouldn't leave the lights on at 1:59 am, flip a switch bitch.
4 - Stay strong and don't even think about the past, you're a beautiful girl, somebody will walk in and sweep you away. You don't need 18 year old relationship retards, trust me. You need 18 year old lovers ;). I think we'll be friends forever, or our lifetime, whichever you believe. Love.
5 - I actually wanted to say thanks for sticking by me, even though I used to be an asshole. I knew I was. You were right. I was a cold bitch about a lot of shit, and now I'm an emotional pansy. But we're awesome now, and it's cuz you didn't say "hey, this kid is whack" and walk away. Haha. Love ya. We need to find you a hot lesbian and more good times and drugs. Haha, Stay fierce.
6 - You're never going to read this, cuz you stopped doing Live journals awhile back. I find you one of the most fascinating personas I've come across in my life, I've been way too attracted to you in the past, and at times became frustrated with it. But I don't even think about you much now, except for that fact that you inspired me that not all girls care about "being normal" you got pretty freaky on my ass. Kindered Aquarians.
7 - You feel so much it's incredible. I only met you this year, but it made me think how much people numb themselves out, you inspire me to cry over the smallest thing, and be happy that I can feel as intensley. That's a gift.
8 - I wish you didn't go away so early, I needed you so badly in my life, and still do. I was alone for so long. I'm more grounded when you're around, and I sort of need a friend within the family, cuz mom and dad have given up on me.
9 - Sometimes your a nazi bitch who kicks my friends out for no reason, but like, you've seen me go through shit. Sometimes you're too absorbed in superficial affairs, but I can talk to you about anything and everything and you'll be there for me when I need you. Sister I never had.
10- I expect you to make something of yourself. I expect you to try and get over most of your petty fears and insecurities. I'm sorry you've had your heart broken more than once, because you really don't deserve it, but you're stronger and weaker each time. Live. Learn. Move on. Life can be dissapointing, I know this pretty fuckin' well by now, but it can also be rewarding if you let it. Good things will happen once you start taking control.
-- Don't say who they are.
(I didn't really do this right, because these are things I'd most likely be able to say in person, some things I wouldn't.)
1 - I'm sorry you died tonight, and I'm sorry I had my mind on other things when I was told. I shed tears, but it wasn't for you, and I feel disrespectful. But I'll make it clear now, I remember you being there in my life, and at times I was scared to acknowledge you because death scares me, but I love you, and I hope you rest in peace.
2 - You're like what...three years late? You are a beautiful girl, but in combination between you and her, I got pretty turned off from girls there for awhile. You left an imprint on my emotional love life, every time I think I'm falling for someone, I see the same patterns that your relationship so kindly hit me on the head with. So stop flirting, we can be friends, but that's nice of me, huh?
3 - I admit, I get too easily emotional about you. I'm Sorry. I know you're not great with that sort of thing. I go back and fourth, and it shouldn't be like that. I really do love you so much. I'm always here for you, you are my life, and I hope that doesn't sound creepy, but it's true. You make me a happier person, my heart races when you call each time. Oh, and I don't tell you this because you'll think I'm lying, but to me you're the most gorgeous girl I've ever met. Find a pornstar for me baby. And you shouldn't leave the lights on at 1:59 am, flip a switch bitch.
4 - Stay strong and don't even think about the past, you're a beautiful girl, somebody will walk in and sweep you away. You don't need 18 year old relationship retards, trust me. You need 18 year old lovers ;). I think we'll be friends forever, or our lifetime, whichever you believe. Love.
5 - I actually wanted to say thanks for sticking by me, even though I used to be an asshole. I knew I was. You were right. I was a cold bitch about a lot of shit, and now I'm an emotional pansy. But we're awesome now, and it's cuz you didn't say "hey, this kid is whack" and walk away. Haha. Love ya. We need to find you a hot lesbian and more good times and drugs. Haha, Stay fierce.
6 - You're never going to read this, cuz you stopped doing Live journals awhile back. I find you one of the most fascinating personas I've come across in my life, I've been way too attracted to you in the past, and at times became frustrated with it. But I don't even think about you much now, except for that fact that you inspired me that not all girls care about "being normal" you got pretty freaky on my ass. Kindered Aquarians.
7 - You feel so much it's incredible. I only met you this year, but it made me think how much people numb themselves out, you inspire me to cry over the smallest thing, and be happy that I can feel as intensley. That's a gift.
8 - I wish you didn't go away so early, I needed you so badly in my life, and still do. I was alone for so long. I'm more grounded when you're around, and I sort of need a friend within the family, cuz mom and dad have given up on me.
9 - Sometimes your a nazi bitch who kicks my friends out for no reason, but like, you've seen me go through shit. Sometimes you're too absorbed in superficial affairs, but I can talk to you about anything and everything and you'll be there for me when I need you. Sister I never had.
10- I expect you to make something of yourself. I expect you to try and get over most of your petty fears and insecurities. I'm sorry you've had your heart broken more than once, because you really don't deserve it, but you're stronger and weaker each time. Live. Learn. Move on. Life can be dissapointing, I know this pretty fuckin' well by now, but it can also be rewarding if you let it. Good things will happen once you start taking control.