So today I went to my psychotherapist,
because I've been a bit suicidal recently.
And I mean really recently. She told me
that the meds seem to be having a bad
effect on me. I'm experiencing too many
side effects to count. More than usual.
So she's switching me over to another
one first thing in the morning.
Should still take another week
at least before I feel different or
some shit. Whatever.
But one thing that's got me excited
(And yea, fuck Lj-cut, it looks
better on the black.)
Dissecting the Satanic sources that have influenced and informed Cradle of Filth, with a roadmap to every significant landmark in the domains of darkness, including the arcane secrets of Black Magic, via the sex rites of vampirism. Artfully combining Hammer horror style schlock, dripping with eroticism, backed by authentic Black Arts info and a wicked sense of humor, this will dazzle devoted disciples of darkness. Contributors include actor Christopher Lee and Satanist Anton LaVey, to serial killer expert Robert Ressler and necrophile Karen Greenlee.
This makes me wanna get up and suck a big fat juicy cock.
But I'm committed to my depressive bed post for at least
a few more hours.