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i've been completely breaking down lately. it seems like everything is coming crashing down at once. i'm just so worried about one of my classes, bryan, spending the summer in europe, & graduating (even though it's a year away). i feel like nothing is really the way i thought it was going to be. i'm worried that once i graduate whatever i end up doing is going to be so unsatisfying & then i'm going to feel like i've completely messed up my life.
i talked to my mom for a while today & she thinks that it's only me about to start my period. do any of you get really depressed before your periods? appearently, she did before she started birth control, yet she never told me that. it makes me feel a little better that the nurse in her office when i called would get suicidal right before hers.
it's also reassuring to know that even with a d in chemistry, my mom still got into medical school.
& to all you from tampa, i really wish i had you all back in my life as close as we were in high school. i miss you & love you.
i talked to my mom for a while today & she thinks that it's only me about to start my period. do any of you get really depressed before your periods? appearently, she did before she started birth control, yet she never told me that. it makes me feel a little better that the nurse in her office when i called would get suicidal right before hers.
it's also reassuring to know that even with a d in chemistry, my mom still got into medical school.
& to all you from tampa, i really wish i had you all back in my life as close as we were in high school. i miss you & love you.