Looking around...

Mar 02, 2004 07:57

This desk really does need cleaning, it's covered with plates, cups, jewellery, remotes, CD's. Who knows what else. Found a blade and a couple blood-covered bandages there the other day, must have forgotten to throw them away. Good thing my parents stay out of this room.

It's just another one of those things that I seem to have no energy or motivation to do.
There's an orange bracelet lying there too.
Some glue. Don't think sniffing that will really achieve anything though.

All I look for is an escape. Facing my life head on with arms open is just too hard, so much easier to hide behind the drugs, blood and vomit that keep me safe. And then lying to keep those secrets safe, then hiding from the lies, and in the end it's just hiding.
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