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"you're eyes tell the stories of the day you wish you could
recover moments that once have
retract the footsteps that brought us to this favorite
i wouldnt ask this of you
good eyes sniper?"
Blah blah.. im really tired of everything, lately it seems im incapable to escape all this. so much drama and not a damn think i can fucking do to help
im tired of being away and feeling bad that all my friends are struggling back home and knowing whats going on and pretending its not true. its a bunch of shit and if i thought it wouldnt make things worst i would just fucking say it. im tired of layered knowledge, if you arent going to keep me on upper level dont tell me im not on it!
Plus Kristin is leaving for florida and i wont see her, i got in this huge fight with her and i dont feel like i was wrong. im sorry im not going to agree im sorry im just too fucked up, im sorry im not home to be the guy that fucks everything up here and there and everywhere, im sorry that when i say things you cant believe them, im sorry i cant either. all i know is that i love Kristin more than anyone ive ever dated and if i lose her again i dont know what i would do.
So Dr Dez here's my problem, the minute i finally realize who really matters and where infatuation gets old, where attraction doesnt matter, i love this woman named Kristin, shes beautiful and i know she matters because ive lost her before and my life wasnt the same. she remembers all the little things and puts up with so much of my flirtatious antics. im crazy about her and she knows it, i would do anything to be with her as much as i could. but theres this thing, she works still and it takes a lot out of her, you see her more than i, and yet i know that i want to keep this, and i know you helped me so many times but i dont know who else can, please help me know what to say.
recover moments that once have
retract the footsteps that brought us to this favorite
i wouldnt ask this of you
good eyes sniper?"
Blah blah.. im really tired of everything, lately it seems im incapable to escape all this. so much drama and not a damn think i can fucking do to help
im tired of being away and feeling bad that all my friends are struggling back home and knowing whats going on and pretending its not true. its a bunch of shit and if i thought it wouldnt make things worst i would just fucking say it. im tired of layered knowledge, if you arent going to keep me on upper level dont tell me im not on it!
Plus Kristin is leaving for florida and i wont see her, i got in this huge fight with her and i dont feel like i was wrong. im sorry im not going to agree im sorry im just too fucked up, im sorry im not home to be the guy that fucks everything up here and there and everywhere, im sorry that when i say things you cant believe them, im sorry i cant either. all i know is that i love Kristin more than anyone ive ever dated and if i lose her again i dont know what i would do.
So Dr Dez here's my problem, the minute i finally realize who really matters and where infatuation gets old, where attraction doesnt matter, i love this woman named Kristin, shes beautiful and i know she matters because ive lost her before and my life wasnt the same. she remembers all the little things and puts up with so much of my flirtatious antics. im crazy about her and she knows it, i would do anything to be with her as much as i could. but theres this thing, she works still and it takes a lot out of her, you see her more than i, and yet i know that i want to keep this, and i know you helped me so many times but i dont know who else can, please help me know what to say.