UGH!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!!!!
UGH!!!! MY MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it how she always does this!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was planning on spending feb. 10th with austin when i visit texas. BUT NO!!!!!!!!!!! apparently i wont "have time" cause i need to see family (which i will be seeing on the 11th). she has told me like...3 times before that austin and i would be able to see each other on the 10th. and now, like she ALWAYS does, she's turning around and saying "oh...well...i dont know. we probably wont have time. blah blah blah. this will be a short trip (and more blah blah blah)." GOD SHE ALWAYS FREAKING DOES THIS!!!!!!! she be like "oh, okay, that sounds good", gets my hopes up and gets me all excited, then turns around and goes "no, that wont work, forget it." i havent seen austin sense 6TH F-ING GRADE!!!!! and now that we've finally gotten into contact and finally getting the chance to see each other again, i dont think i can. and i REALLY wanted to see him.