Nov 08, 2004 10:23
I feel so old. All my friends go out all the time and just party while I m stuck at work or school or paying bills. Blegh!
At least I ll have a place of my own soon.
Everybody call 711 and if you get opr 9210, that s me! Yeah I m a loser.
I need to get outta here. I need to just get in my car and drive just drive.
My mom came back yesterday. She told me I m skinny and have gotten pretty about 1092830984 times. It made me feel good. She s too damn skinny tho. And her arms are huge. It s sick. I miss Mandi Lulu and Evy so much. If I don t see them soon I m gonna explode.
Carla s supposedly homophobic but all she wants to do is hang out with me. I think she needs someone to come out to. *crosses fingers* We need more hot gay girls in this world.
Well that s enough outta me....
It s been three days, you come around here like you know me.
Your stuff at my place, next thing you know you ll be usin my toothpaste
Step up, sit down. Get ready let me tell you who s the boss now.
Stay here, get out. Everytime I turn around you re in my face.
Don t care where you think you ve been and how you re getting over.
If you think you ve got me down just wait it gets much colder.
Here I am, perfect as I m ever gonna be. You ll see. Love me for me.
Stick around, I m not the kind of girl you wanna leave. You ll see. Love me for me.
I ve been waiting all my life to finally find you, just so I can push you away.
And when you re crawlin over broken glass to get to me, that s when I ll let you stay.