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worked late tonight, no bigge made liek 37 bones. got home and shit was still all over my house even after i told my brother to clean up 9 hours ago.. haha no biggie. my brother is the stereotypical opposite of me. ive just now realized it, and its not the 3/4 of clanes wine talking. he stays in his room all day, he has an extremly small group of friends(2), hes un-motivated, and is extremely lazy, also he looks at the world through a glass that is half empty, dont think i said that right. tonight at 3 am i came home from work tired as shit. i woke him up cuz the house was messy like i left it 9 hours ago. he woke up and drove me to a dukmpster so i could throw out all the beer bottles, he was wining and i think he was real close to hitting me. just cuz he wanted to go to sleep. well so did i but if we didnt get up and do that it wouldnt get done. and that is the sole meaing of my perspective on life. go out and take it, glory fame fortune are yours, just take it. or sit back and do nothing. if u do nothing it may be easyier and seem to help u cope w/ realality but it dose nothing for u but put off ur problems, instead of fix them. i prefer to stand up and hit my problems head on. its not easy and it dosent feel right but without a lil awkardness we would forget what comfortable feels like, so u know what, go on and get crazy, say what u were thinkin and dont hold back or else ull turn into a louse...
on a good note c-lane sorry about ur chardonnay, but see i was plannin on getin sloshed with ur wine by myself. then i got online and hogan was onlin and we were both drinkin. so i decieded to cross the alchohalic border into the "social drinker" category and me and hogan decieded we were drinkin together so, now ur wine is dead and im drunk. the yellpw tail is still here but no chardonnay. sorry man.
bad note, things are stetchy and unclear, and its funny how people write shit in lj's about/to people. they write things so sneaky like the person that they are talking about knows nothing of what they r reading, while in reality everyone knows who they r talking about. well heres my plug; i like u, i miss u, i just wanna know the truth and need to know ur intentions. haha well yea awkward but ima leave it on the table so i dont forget what comfortable feels like... ;)
and if text winking-faces arent gay i dont know what r, but im in a good mood, and i have nothing to do till sunday... just chill. straight up chill
chett is here in 3 days and 16 hours!!!
on a good note c-lane sorry about ur chardonnay, but see i was plannin on getin sloshed with ur wine by myself. then i got online and hogan was onlin and we were both drinkin. so i decieded to cross the alchohalic border into the "social drinker" category and me and hogan decieded we were drinkin together so, now ur wine is dead and im drunk. the yellpw tail is still here but no chardonnay. sorry man.
bad note, things are stetchy and unclear, and its funny how people write shit in lj's about/to people. they write things so sneaky like the person that they are talking about knows nothing of what they r reading, while in reality everyone knows who they r talking about. well heres my plug; i like u, i miss u, i just wanna know the truth and need to know ur intentions. haha well yea awkward but ima leave it on the table so i dont forget what comfortable feels like... ;)
and if text winking-faces arent gay i dont know what r, but im in a good mood, and i have nothing to do till sunday... just chill. straight up chill
chett is here in 3 days and 16 hours!!!