i apologize for this faggot entry...

[suprasurfer23]

aight guys i need help, just a lil, im confused so confused on what to do. i feel like im back in elemantary school. its almost like a crush but then everytime i think to say somethin, this chic seems so far away. the distance between us is soo far but yet when we r together she feels so close. distance is a bitch and its the only thing stopping me from doing something i shoulda done a long time ago... im confused cuz i dont have problems like this, im not what u call a relationship kinda guy. and im fuckin 19 which makes this whole process a little bit gay. however i believe fate has a huge role in what happens in life, and possibly these old habits have stirred up again due to the fact that when u were in elemantary school u lived a simpler life, a simple but more true life a life without shield or hesitation, one deals out their sole, possibly (unkowingly). i liked a girl in elemantary school, i told her i did, she said she liked me, we kissed once and held hands that day on the playground. it may have lasted a few more days but then we both basically forgot and began to move on like nothing happend. those years were few in numbers and even less are remembered. it was a simpler life. one day i will catch a sign and it will be clear what i have to do. untill then i will wait and hope for that sign, no matter how long it takes...

sorry had to say something... at least it isnt depressing like lindsay's... haha
donnie