i love this song

[suppressedtears]

Gun in Hand by Stutterfly

{Spend a lifetime, trying to understand.
Spend a lifetime...
YOU WANT IT? YOU GOT IT! YOU FEEL IT? GUN IN HAND.
YOU WANT IT? YOU GOT IT! YOU FEEL IT? GUN IN HAND.
Why, you reason, with a gun in your hand?
YOU WANT IT? YOU GOT IT! YOU FEEL IT? GUN IN HAND.
with a gun in your hand.}

What, what was so bad?
What had he done, to make you return,
...this time with a gun?

Intimidation growing bigger.
What the hell made you pull the trigger?

{...}

Thought this all through,
Thought it might be fun.
Shot in the head, to show everyone.

Intimidation growing bigger.
What the hell made you pull the trigger?

{...}

Held, in his friends' arms. Blood, on his face. Hole, in his head, gripped by deaths' embrace.
In his embrace