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Me and Jon have a get together tonight when I get off work. First time we have planned something in awhile but my guess is that it will be the same as always. We will sit on his couch and watch tv and slowely but surely he will fall asleep. Maybe I should be the first person to fell asleep today, but that wouldnt bug him, itd just give him license to use his time with me as nap time.
I want to go on a date, I want to have fun and do something new. I dont wanna watch tv anymore. I want romance, even if its fake.
At the very least I want a bed time story before I fall asleep, something like we used to tell. A story about our future together, whether or not its realistic. Itd be nice to know he still thinks about it, still wants one of the fantastic futures we would dream up before going asleep.
I want to feel loved, but thats hard when you know the other person is very angry with u constantly and finds you incredibly annoying with all of your complaints.
Yup, we have issues.
I want to go on a date, I want to have fun and do something new. I dont wanna watch tv anymore. I want romance, even if its fake.
At the very least I want a bed time story before I fall asleep, something like we used to tell. A story about our future together, whether or not its realistic. Itd be nice to know he still thinks about it, still wants one of the fantastic futures we would dream up before going asleep.
I want to feel loved, but thats hard when you know the other person is very angry with u constantly and finds you incredibly annoying with all of your complaints.
Yup, we have issues.