Where the fuck do I start?!? So many fucking things have happened, and I've been sorely fucking remiss on reporting...Having said that, I've found a new fucking zest for life. I have a lot of reasons for not so much liking life, but fuck that shit! It's awesome. Experiences that I've in the past few weeks have proven to me that there's beauty in ( Read more... )

In the last few days, I have come to realize many a things....One being that I'm still like 6 years old inside. In a way that doesn't make me feel too awfully retarded. More in the vein of I"m enjoying all sorts of small things, and feeling somewhat stable. Even though I know I'm decidedly not. The next is that some things never go away. Things ( Read more... )

Drunk. Reflecting on things that have happened in the last month or so. It's crazy how fast things can change. I'm trying to keep my head above the great deluge. I got a haircut today and it somehow magically improved my mental state. Maybe that's a little too strange to understand, but, it put me in a place where I felt back to normal. Like, ( Read more... )

The light peaking through the clouds. Moon partially obscured. The solstice like air and the almost tangible liveliness. The wind blowing on my face. The sounds blasting my ear drums. What a beautiful fucking thing. Just the fact that I was able to have that moment was awesome. It felt like it had been so long since I was able to engineer a moment ( Read more... )

So, I'm kind of a moron. This statement could mean many things. Suffice to say that I made a mistake very much outside of my better judgment. I made a mistake and I'm pretty annoyed that I didn't have the foresight to see it. I'm coming to terms with it, just thought it warranted a mention ( Read more... )

I just had a Raspberry Krispy Kreme donut for the first time in like, 3 years or more.  It was awesome.  Woke up and had a craving for something sweet and glazed.  Luckily, there was something to fit the bill.

So, last night, I had a conversation with my best friend, while she was driving 2 hours from Indiana to Eminence, Kentucky to pick up her ex ( Read more... )